I see a new specialist in my future…. well, actually, probably two new specialists, but we’ll only discuss one with this post. Not long ago, I went to Urgent Care for pain in my neck. This happens to me fairly often and I used to just suffer through it till it got better, but now, quite frankly, I’m tired of my neck’s bullsh*t.
Nope. Not doing it anymore.
Give me the drugs…
But… anyway… what happens is I wake up with SEVERE pain, a HUGE knot in my muscles, and inability to move my head or, really, anything without almost crying. I’ve decided that I’m not dealing with the pain anymore when I can just go to Urgent Care and they can give me something to ease it.
With my last trip to the Urgent Care, they decided to do a neck xray. Apparently they find it really hard to understand “No, I didn’t have any trauma. I woke up like this. I have Loeys-Dietz Syndrome.” That was usually met with a blank stare…. So xray time. I wasn’t expecting anything to show up other than reversal of the cervical lordosis, which has been on previous xrays. But, as is the case with the Law of Medical Tests, something abnormal will show up eventually:
Well that’s new… Anterolistothesis is a type of spondyloisthesis which basically just means that my spine is now out of alignment. This sucks. This really really sucks. One of the cardinal features of Loeys-Dietz Syndrome is cervical instability that tends to lead to surgery. Now I have the beginning of it.
Don’t get me wrong. I LOVE that it’s “mild”. I am hoping it will STAY “mild”. But I think I at least need to enlist an orthopedist on my medical team.
I keep going on, living my life, trying to get through my PhD program, but silently, underneath it all, hidden and secret, the Loeys-Dietz keeps going on too.
Sometimes I really wonder which one of us will win?